I suck. I fucked up at work and everyone's being nice to me. I should be glad that they aren't angry (well, they are angry... just not showing it) but they are being overly nice. Granted, it wasn't entirely my fault, but of course it was.

I'm so mad at myself. GRRRR

Current Location: work
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: none

I'm groggy and my head hurts. I think I have sleeping problems. I need to learn to manage my time better. I got kitty last night. I'm SO excited to have kitty. :)

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: none

We had a company meeting. It said in a little tree of company titles and such that I am a Processor. NOT TC. PROCESSOR. Yay. Bob called me last night (or early this morning) at 12:30AM. Meh.

Yay Processor.

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: can't make out what JP is playing

After a LONG on-going conversation... Paul says he doesn't like me like that. I kind of doubt that but I'm glad he doesn't [or said he doesn't]. I think I get stressed when Kim's not around because I'm fine this morning.

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: none

So I'm speaking online with Paul and he asked the infamous question... "Do you have a crush on me?" How do I answer that? I don't think I like him but I think he likes me and I can't say no. It sucks. We are analyzing this and have been for a while now. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm in 3rd grade again. Ugh, this frustrates me. It sucks that you can't have a guy friend.

Current Location: Computer Room
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Querida - Alacranes Musical